I be tumblin'.

One of these days the sky’s gonna break, everything will escape and I’ll know. One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea and they’ll know.. That you and I were made for this, I was made to taste your kiss. We were made to never fall away.

 Do you ever wonder when everything will be okay? I’ve always heard the saying.. “In the end it will be okay, and if it’s not okay it’s not the end.” I feel like it will be okay after this life passes..Right now, we may be okay for the moment but with all the things we go through and deal with it’s never always “okay”.. or is it? If it will be okay in the end and nothing will matter, why can’t it be that way right now? 
In this journey of finding myself, I really want to find how to be content with what I have in my current situation no matter what. I need to practice what I preach and keep my faith strong. It’s not an easy thing to do to give up all of your fears, but it’s something that has to be done in order to be happy in this place we call earth. I wanna feel happiness, I wanna taste it, embrace it. I feel the only way possible to do this is to lean on God. Seek his face and not his hand, learn what way is the right way to live. I’m angry at myself, because you could say I have “half-assed” a lot of things in my life. It’s time to stop that, I really want this change, now more than ever. There’s so many things to do, time slips away so quick and is wasted daily. We were given this life for a reason, now it’s time to figure out what that “reason” is.
Photo moment captured by- Ceara Beavers (Myself)

One of these days the sky’s gonna break, everything will escape and I’ll know. One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea and they’ll know.. That you and I were made for this, I was made to taste your kiss. We were made to never fall away.

 Do you ever wonder when everything will be okay? I’ve always heard the saying.. “In the end it will be okay, and if it’s not okay it’s not the end.” I feel like it will be okay after this life passes..Right now, we may be okay for the moment but with all the things we go through and deal with it’s never always “okay”.. or is it? If it will be okay in the end and nothing will matter, why can’t it be that way right now? 

In this journey of finding myself, I really want to find how to be content with what I have in my current situation no matter what. I need to practice what I preach and keep my faith strong. It’s not an easy thing to do to give up all of your fears, but it’s something that has to be done in order to be happy in this place we call earth. I wanna feel happiness, I wanna taste it, embrace it. I feel the only way possible to do this is to lean on God. Seek his face and not his hand, learn what way is the right way to live. I’m angry at myself, because you could say I have “half-assed” a lot of things in my life. It’s time to stop that, I really want this change, now more than ever. There’s so many things to do, time slips away so quick and is wasted daily. We were given this life for a reason, now it’s time to figure out what that “reason” is.

Photo moment captured by- Ceara Beavers (Myself)

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